Massive Dissapointment

I am feeling really really dissapointed on having such a bunch of friends who doesn't really know how to think what is right or wrong...The dissapointment in me now is huge and could not describe it at all...I have been giving them chances to think what went wrong...but it seems that they are still unaware what they have done that made me so dissapointed...this is not just a one ' give or take' chance but indeed given multiple chances.....They seem don't appreciate what I try to do for them...never ever think about what others think instead of just thinking of themselves...I really doesn't hope to end up like this but there is always a limit in me and they really left me no choice....I may not want to be the 'old' me ( for those who really know me will know it ) which I am sure no one really wants to see it...But for now, it seemed that would be the only option if i were forced to do or to be...They doesn't really seem to appreciate and cherish what I have done for them...it's not that I wanted credit in return....but I was hoping for the few words.....I am not going to mention it all as i guess everyone should know what those few words would be when you do something for people...And for me respect is really really important...I guess those who are reading this blogs knows it...but sometimes you may think that you are respecting people but actually you are not....so.....when advice is given...you must analyse it (not forcing you to listen and obey!!!)....at least you give it a thought instead of countering back which is the worst way of doing things....I have try my best to accommodate them but it seems that they couldn't realise it.... I believe that those who are reading this blog are more than 20 years old and not everything needed to be explain as if writing it on your head...I might have changed a lot...really a lot that people could really take advantage on me...which i don't mind...but appreciation and respect is much needed....If those who are reading this blog and know that how dissapointed I am, i guess they know who they are...and if you feels like punching me or even wanted to kill me...I do welcome but I just really hope that you are fully aware of WHAT ARE YOU DOING!!! I am telling you guys this because I care about you guys and I really really hope that you guys really will realise what is going on here instead of laughing off what i always tell you guys....If it is from others, they wouldn't even care about it...When there is antecendent, there would always be consequences...so....you must be aware of what you are doing and fully aware of what is going to happen right after the antecendent...Rage is not going to solve everything....what you are doing always carry a handful of responsibilities...I really hope that those who are reading this know what is happening...( most probably don't, unless they are from the villas).....I just wan u guys to know I am not trying to get any credit from you guys...What I am doing to you guys are for your own good...I may not qualify to lecture you guys....but if you still don't fully aware what is happening, I believe the friendship would just end like that....What I am saying here is honest and truthful...I respect you guys as a good human and a good friend...In return I didn't exactly ask you guys to respect me as if I am a God or watsoever, but sometimes you must know what you should say and what you shouldn't especially when CLUE IS GIVEN.....There are still a lot that I could write here but i guess that would be all for now...I really hope that you guys realise why am I so dissapointed and looking forward to see you guys tomorrow......


Teddy